{"id":5,"date":"2010-08-03T20:04:09","date_gmt":"2010-08-04T01:04:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/melodydworak.com\/?p=5"},"modified":"2010-09-23T20:24:44","modified_gmt":"2010-09-24T01:24:44","slug":"confession","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/?p=5","title":{"rendered":"Confession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My background as a writer and editor, having been both a journalism major as well as an English major and now entering a Library and Information Science graduate program this fall, belies the truth: I don&#8217;t read books very much. This truth brings instant shame during conversations at Writers&#8217; Workshop parties or even at a beloved townie bar self-labeled as &#8220;Institution of Higher Learning.&#8221; When you&#8217;re at someone&#8217;s party and they have their summer reading list of 100 books&#8211;including &#8220;Ulysses (again)&#8221; among other tomes&#8211; hanging on their fridge and you think of the lolwerdz on your own, you kinda feel out of place.<\/p>\n<p>The last book I read cover-to-cover was probably <a title=\"Book I actually finished reading\" href=\"http:\/\/www.maryroach.net\/bonk.html\" target=\"_blank\">Mary Roach&#8217;s <\/a><em><a title=\"Book I actually finished reading\" href=\"http:\/\/www.maryroach.net\/bonk.html\" target=\"_blank\">Bonk<\/a>,<\/em> and I thought, she is exactly the kind of fantastic writer I wanted to be! I have to read more! A year later, <a title=\"Book I have not even picked up\" href=\"http:\/\/www.maryroach.net\/stiff.html\" target=\"_blank\"><em>Stiff<\/em><\/a> continues to go unread. My excuses&#8211;that I have emails from writers to get out or editing to do&#8211;aren&#8217;t good enough. I enjoy reading so why is it do hard to sit down and actually do it? Do I need an arm chair or a bed with a headboard to keep me upright long enough to keep my eyes open? Do I need to have my cat sit on my iPhone so I&#8217;m not tempted to check the weather to see if those clouds mean rain mean my strawberry plants will get watered naturally?<\/p>\n<p>These issues might require troubleshooting as I sit down tonight to crack open Nell Irvin Painter&#8217;s <a title=\"Book I hope to read to the finish\" href=\"http:\/\/books.wwnorton.com\/books\/detail.aspx?ID=5396\" target=\"_blank\"><em>The History of White People<\/em><\/a>. I will go home tonight, work out, cook dinner and eat it, clean up the mess from cooking, then clear away distractions&#8211;as my school teachers would say&#8211;and sit down to read, of all things, a book.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My background as a writer and editor, having been both a journalism major as well as an English major and now entering a Library and Information Science graduate program this fall, belies the truth: I don&#8217;t read books very much.<span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/?p=5\">Read more &#8250;<\/a><\/div>\n<p><!-- end of .read-more --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[12,28,9],"class_list":["post-5","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","tag-books","tag-nonfiction","tag-race"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53,"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5\/revisions\/53"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melodydworak.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}